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Sep. 11th, 2005 @ 04:06 pm Hmm
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Silence...
I've seen Soushi and Kazuki walking around a lot outside today. Its only been a couple days since Soushi woke up but... well I guess they'll want to spend as much time as possible together huh? To make up for that year of them being apart... Yeah, it makes sense...

((OOC: We need a Canon x.x!! Very very badly!))
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Maya1
Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 09:35 am (no subject)
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Silence...
I helped Kenji and Sakura with Mamoru's birthday present yesterday. I didn't really want to be there at first, but it helped being around people ^^;; made me less lonely when I went home.
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Maya1
Aug. 12th, 2005 @ 01:07 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: Phenomenon (Open Your Soul)
Anyone but Kazuki )
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Maya3
Aug. 9th, 2005 @ 06:09 pm awake
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Awakening and Rage -- Get Backers
Minashiro-kun woke up today... everyone was happy and excited, me among them. But once I got home I couldnt help but cry...

I don't even know why I cry anymore, it's all so confusing...
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Maya1
Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 08:39 pm *sigh*
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Girls on Film - Duran Duran
I took a nap and Shouko was in my dreams again...

Ne, maybe since we were able to bring Minashiro-kun back, it's possible to bring... no, I shouldn;t think like that, it'll only bring sadness.

But we were at her house... she was sitting in bed like always and I was sitting next to her. I was reading her a book and she was leaning on my shoulder... her mother came in and told us I could bring Shouko to the beach because she hadn't been out all day. We played in the water, it seemed really fun...

Then I took her home and put her in bed and I was about to leave when she grabbed my sleeve and said "Don't go, Maya, I don't want to die..."

Then I woke up.

I think this tells me there was something I could've done to prevent her death...

I miss her so much...
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Maya1
Aug. 4th, 2005 @ 03:55 pm Aaah...
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Phenomenon
I went swimming at the beach today. It's been so hot out I just couldn't take it anymore! I tried calling Kazuki-kun, and Kenji-kun, and Sakura-chan but I couldn't get a hold of anyone so I went alone. It was a bit depressing at first, going to the beach by myself, but once I got into the water I didn't really care.

The water is so clear! You can see all the little fish swimming around so well! I swam around for about an hour or so before I got tired, so I got out and went back home and Mom was there! It seems like I never see her anymore because she's always at work, but she was there! We rented a movie and had some real Mother Daughter time, then she went back to work and told me not to wait for her to get home to eat dinner...

Oh well, she's busy at work so I don't mind. I'll just order out or something...
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Maya1
Aug. 2nd, 2005 @ 01:13 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: We Are -- Ana
Private )
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Maya3
Aug. 1st, 2005 @ 10:15 am ...
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Azul -- Toomi Maya
Last night was yet another sleepless night, *sigh* I don't know why, but I keep having dreams about Shouko. Not that I don't enjoy remembering her! She was my best friend for the longest time, but the dreams are always of her death. I can't help but wonder if I could've done anything to stop it... I suppose its pointless for me to worry though, huh? I mean, she's already gone, no one can bring her back...

But somehow we could bring Minashiro-kun back. Or, he came back on his own is a better way of putting it >.> I don't see how this is fair... Shouko...
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Maya1